I have a head cold.
I took two Tylenol PM last night and thought I'd wake up without a pounding headache. I was wrong.
Solomon is always messy.
Solomon is always breaking something.
Solomon broke the leappad today, I am so mad.
I keep feeling like if I just wasn't multitasking and just kept my eyes on them 24-7 these things wouldn't happen.
I keep blaming myself for all these little slip ups lately and it's getting to me.
If I don't multi task how will things be clean? or meals made? or or or or...
I'm doing another feel great in eight and it's hard work adjusting my calories back down. I had really fallen off the wagon. I was just tired of feeling full all the time, it was kinda disgusting, and didn't feel healthy.
I am so mad that within a week Solomon has flushed $400 down the drain between his glasses and the leappad. I do not remember any of my other children being responsible for this much damage. But then again none of my other children were given that much responsibility at 18 months old so maybe I should cut him some slack. Maybe I should have stuck to my guns on the "leappad stays in the girls room" rule instead of this morning letting Solomon sit in the chair in the living room with it.
Maybe this is enough negativity for one post?
I think so.
I think I'll go do the dishes.
I took two Tylenol PM last night and thought I'd wake up without a pounding headache. I was wrong.
Solomon is always messy.
Solomon is always breaking something.
Solomon broke the leappad today, I am so mad.
I keep feeling like if I just wasn't multitasking and just kept my eyes on them 24-7 these things wouldn't happen.
I keep blaming myself for all these little slip ups lately and it's getting to me.
If I don't multi task how will things be clean? or meals made? or or or or...
I'm doing another feel great in eight and it's hard work adjusting my calories back down. I had really fallen off the wagon. I was just tired of feeling full all the time, it was kinda disgusting, and didn't feel healthy.
I am so mad that within a week Solomon has flushed $400 down the drain between his glasses and the leappad. I do not remember any of my other children being responsible for this much damage. But then again none of my other children were given that much responsibility at 18 months old so maybe I should cut him some slack. Maybe I should have stuck to my guns on the "leappad stays in the girls room" rule instead of this morning letting Solomon sit in the chair in the living room with it.
Maybe this is enough negativity for one post?
I think so.
I think I'll go do the dishes.
I completely relate. I constantly feel like if i just sit down and played with my boys all day they would be happier but then how do I make meals, clean, pay bills, etc. I do keep trying to just play and be on their level but it is a hard balance. Just hope you know you are not alone. You are an incredible mom. You inspire me. Love and miss you! Hang in there!
ReplyDeleteAs my sweet son , Marcus, once said(at age 3), "Every day can't be a 'fritty' day!" Sorry your day wasn't as pretty as you hoped it would be. Sometimes a little venting can do wonders though so thanks for sharing.
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