and I'm not talking about where we live and all the stuff that comes along with that.
I'm talking about Jake not working and being home with us every day.
Yes he is studying every day but he is HERE!
I feel like I reevaluate our budget every week and every week is sinks in a little more.
Living on savings is hard, but when the alternative is for Jake to work at a job that makes no where close to what he made before it is not worth it to me.
I'd rather have him HERE.
I told him I could live like this through all of law school, I know it isn't possible,
but I honestly could.
So I'll just soak it up for the next four months til he leaves for training in the great state of TX.
Then while he is making a paycheck again I'll save like mad to maybe have him home with us some more after training.
Also, in the back of my mind I know a deployment is a real possibility.
He is no longer in ROTC which means he is deployable anytime after his TX training.
I don't want to feel like I never see him and then him leave for 12+ months.
Well anyway, the point is, I love having Jake here.
I'm not stressing like I was a couple months ago,
I'm happy with life like it is right now...
virtually care-free and still extremely productive
I'm talking about Jake not working and being home with us every day.
Yes he is studying every day but he is HERE!
I feel like I reevaluate our budget every week and every week is sinks in a little more.
Living on savings is hard, but when the alternative is for Jake to work at a job that makes no where close to what he made before it is not worth it to me.
I'd rather have him HERE.
I told him I could live like this through all of law school, I know it isn't possible,
but I honestly could.
So I'll just soak it up for the next four months til he leaves for training in the great state of TX.
Then while he is making a paycheck again I'll save like mad to maybe have him home with us some more after training.
Also, in the back of my mind I know a deployment is a real possibility.
He is no longer in ROTC which means he is deployable anytime after his TX training.
I don't want to feel like I never see him and then him leave for 12+ months.
Well anyway, the point is, I love having Jake here.
I'm not stressing like I was a couple months ago,
I'm happy with life like it is right now...
virtually care-free and still extremely productive
Its so funny..I feel like the time here so far has been way less stressful than when we were in Ut. There we had work, school, and everything else. Here it is just studying and test LoL. But he can study and be at home for that which is way nice. I will probably regret saying it later but, so far MED school isn't too bad.
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